...SOON...
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REBIRTH
(Poem)
I was left petrified, distressed, hostile,
I can’t imagine how I could take refuge in this illusory dream?
A bitter thought that tumult my inner being.
Making me sick, terrified, wasted!
I can see my body, being placed in an earthen grave;
Feeling hell’s fire crawling towards my skin, into my spine.
Being kept in this breaching hole, a place of oblivion, silence and of darkness
Alas! This is my exterminating menagerie!
I watched my master, besmirched by impious mortals;
Misjudging her soul, tormenting her heart.
Thus melancholy circulate beneath my veins;
Seeing her, hearing her laments, this is my impending doom!
I dreamed to end this torture, but I really can’t!
Even my masochistic self, longed to ran away;
Away from this evil, this full time hell!
Away from all this verboten pain!
How I wished to enter divine athanasia after death has severed it’s bodily ties
o pain wouldn’t be felt by my earthen body again.
But it is unrealistic, just a stupid dream.
I would just wait to die and be resurrected, the rebirth of thy rotten self!
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REBIRTH
(Poem)
I was left petrified, distressed, hostile,
I can’t imagine how I could take refuge in this illusory dream?
A bitter thought that tumult my inner being.
Making me sick, terrified, wasted!
I can see my body, being placed in an earthen grave;
Feeling hell’s fire crawling towards my skin, into my spine.
Being kept in this breaching hole, a place of oblivion, silence and of darkness
Alas! This is my exterminating menagerie!
I watched my master, besmirched by impious mortals;
Misjudging her soul, tormenting her heart.
Thus melancholy circulate beneath my veins;
Seeing her, hearing her laments, this is my impending doom!
I dreamed to end this torture, but I really can’t!
Even my masochistic self, longed to ran away;
Away from this evil, this full time hell!
Away from all this verboten pain!
How I wished to enter divine athanasia after death has severed it’s bodily ties
o pain wouldn’t be felt by my earthen body again.
But it is unrealistic, just a stupid dream.
I would just wait to die and be resurrected, the rebirth of thy rotten self!
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You entered: Kristel Vyrra
There are 12 letters in your name.
Those 12 letters total to 61
There are 3 vowels and 9 consonants in your name.
What your first name means:
Those 12 letters total to 61
There are 3 vowels and 9 consonants in your name.
What your first name means:
| Greek | Female | Christian. |
Your number is: 7
The characteristics of #7 are: Analysis, understanding, knowledge, awareness, studious, meditating.
The expression or destiny for #7:
Thought, analysis, introspection, and seclusiveness are all characteristics of the expression number 7. The hallmark of the number 7 is a good mind, and especially good at searching out and finding the truth. You are so very capable of analyzing, judging and discriminating, that very little ever escapes your observation and deep understanding. You are the type of person that can really get involved in a search for wisdom or hidden truths, often becoming an authority on whatever it is your are focusing on. This can easily be of a technical or scientific nature, or it may be religious or occult, it matters very little, you pursue knowledge with the same sort of vigor. You can make a very fine teacher, or because of a natural inclination toward the spiritual, you may become deeply emerged in religious affairs or even psychic explorations. You tend to operate on a rather different wavelength, and many of your friends may not really know you very well. The positive aspects of the 7 expression are that you can be a true perfectionist in a very positive sense of the word. You are very logical, and usually employ a quite rational approach to most things you do. You can be so rational at times that you almost seem to lack emotion, and when you are faced with an emotional situation, you may have a bit of a problem coping with it. You have excellent capabilities to study and learn really deep and difficult subjects, and to search for hidden fundamentals. At full maturity you are likely to be a very peaceful and poised individual.
Thought, analysis, introspection, and seclusiveness are all characteristics of the expression number 7. The hallmark of the number 7 is a good mind, and especially good at searching out and finding the truth. You are so very capable of analyzing, judging and discriminating, that very little ever escapes your observation and deep understanding. You are the type of person that can really get involved in a search for wisdom or hidden truths, often becoming an authority on whatever it is your are focusing on. This can easily be of a technical or scientific nature, or it may be religious or occult, it matters very little, you pursue knowledge with the same sort of vigor. You can make a very fine teacher, or because of a natural inclination toward the spiritual, you may become deeply emerged in religious affairs or even psychic explorations. You tend to operate on a rather different wavelength, and many of your friends may not really know you very well. The positive aspects of the 7 expression are that you can be a true perfectionist in a very positive sense of the word. You are very logical, and usually employ a quite rational approach to most things you do. You can be so rational at times that you almost seem to lack emotion, and when you are faced with an emotional situation, you may have a bit of a problem coping with it. You have excellent capabilities to study and learn really deep and difficult subjects, and to search for hidden fundamentals. At full maturity you are likely to be a very peaceful and poised individual.
If there is an over supply of the number 7 in your makeup, the negative aspects of the number may be apparent. The chief negative of 7 relates to the limited degree of trust that you may have in people. A tendency to be highly introverted can make you a bit on the self-centered side, certainly very much self-contained . Because of this, you are not very adaptable, and you may tend to be overly critical and intolerant. You really like to work alone, at your own pace and in your own way. You neither show or understand emotions very well.
Your Soul Urge number is: 6
A Soul Urge number of 6 means:
With a number 6 Soul Urge, you would like to be appreciated for your ability to handle responsibility. Your home and family are likely to be a strong focus for you, perhaps the strongest focus of your life. Friendship, love, and affection are high on your list of priorities for a happy life. You have a lot of diplomatic tendencies in your makeup, as you a able to rectify and balance situations with an innate skill. You like working with people rather than by yourself. It is extremely important for you to have harmony in your environment at all times.
With a number 6 Soul Urge, you would like to be appreciated for your ability to handle responsibility. Your home and family are likely to be a strong focus for you, perhaps the strongest focus of your life. Friendship, love, and affection are high on your list of priorities for a happy life. You have a lot of diplomatic tendencies in your makeup, as you a able to rectify and balance situations with an innate skill. You like working with people rather than by yourself. It is extremely important for you to have harmony in your environment at all times.
The positive side of the 6 Soul Urge produces a huge capacity for responsibility; you are always there and ready to assume more than your share of the load. If you possess positive 6 Soul Urges and express them, you are known for your generosity, understanding and deep sympathetic attitude. Strong 6 energy is very giving of love, affection, and emotional support. You may have the inclination to teach or serve your community in other idealistic ways. You have natural abilities to help people. You are also likely to have artistic and creative leanings.
If you have an over-supply of 6 energy in your makeup, you may express some of the negative traits common to this number. With such a strong sympathetic attitude, it is easy to become too emotional. Sometimes the desires to render help can be over done, and it can become interfering and an attitude that is too protective, rather than helpful. The person with too much 6 energy often finds that people tend to take advantage of this very giving spirit. You may tend to repress your own needs so that you can cater to the demands from others. At times, there may be a tendency in this, for becoming over-loaded with such demands, and as a result become resentful.
Your Inner Dream number is: 1
An Inner Dream number of 1 means:
You dream of being a leader and one who is in charge. You want to be known for your courage, daring, and original ideas. You seek unconquered heights. People may get a first impression that you are very aggressive and sure of yourself.
You dream of being a leader and one who is in charge. You want to be known for your courage, daring, and original ideas. You seek unconquered heights. People may get a first impression that you are very aggressive and sure of yourself.
